Questions, questions, questions

I have not blogged in so long! My body has been feeling like I have been hit by a truck! I was dying from sinus pain and joint aches. Pretty much a terrible flare.

I still haven't figured out this disease/diseases completely so when I went to see my rheumatologist he gave me two shots (one for pain and one for inflammation) but I don't even remember what they were called! Of course, Lupus Fog makes forget me just about everything! He also put me back on prednisone.

Well let me tell you that the next day I felt such relief in my face! The pain I had felt disappeared magically!

Fast forward 3 weeks later ...
I'm tapering off Prednisone and the Sinus Pain in my face is returning and I am starting to feel like crap again. The doctor had asked I get an X-ray of my sinuses And since I never want to leave the house (or more accurately too tired to leave) I haven't gotten the X-ray.

So, what do I do next? My next appointment is not for 3 more months. Do I ask for another appointment with the rheumatologist for another 2 shots of "whatever he gave me last time" or do I go see my primary care doctor and try to explain?

l feel like so much is left unsaid with this illness. I have been diagnosed with this illness for almost 2 years and l still have so many questions! This reminds me of the first time they sent me to the rheumatologist with a positive ANA and he told me not to worry-that I probably would never get Lupus. Then he shook my hand and walked but the door leaving me wondering what the hell he meant by that?!

That was over twelve years ago and I guess I did have something to worry about because I did get Lupus! That was ten years of wondering what the hell was wrong with me and going from one doctor to another looking for answers. I really did think that once l get the diagnosis all questions would be answered but I am far from that!