Lupus/Fibromyalgia/Sjogren's Syndrome Sufferer's Anthem

http://lupus-exposed.tumblr.com/post/131235168394/this-is-the-lupusfibromyalgiasjogrens-syndrome

Exceeding Expectations

Today I dropped off my son at school, I went to my daughter's school to order a shirt, I went to therapy,  I dropped off something for my husband at work, I picked up a form from my oldest son's school and I dropped off a prescription.

I was feeling pretty proud of all I accomplished until I spoke to my mother. She started asking me if I had done A, B or C. I was so angry at her! I yelled at her, "Mom, I could barely get out of bed most days...I do what I can!" "But the kids need your attention...."

I just hung up on her. Holy hell people can be so damn insensitive! What sucks is that she is the MOST supportive person in my family...including my own husband.

http://lupus-exposed.tumblr.com/post/127733181669/today-i-dropped-off-my-son-at-school-i-went-to-my

No job yet

I have applied to so many teaching jobs and even instructional aid jobs but I have only gotten two calls. Two calls...two interviews...but NO JOB. I have been teaching for 17 years-15 of which I spent at the same campus, but after taking a few months off on sick leave, I can no longer get a job even as an assistant.

Boy do I feel inept and useless. It is as if all my qualifications and experience were erased by lupus, fibromyalgia,  sjogren's syndrome, or hypothyroidism. I was so excited to start at another school where no one knew I was sick- where no one looked at me like spoiled goods.

Oh well, if it is one thing chronic illness has taught me is to look on the bright side; I will work as a substitute teacher and God willing someone will see my worth and hire me.